In the past things would be affectionate due to anticapated time apart. Of course things are different now. It just gets to me when I think about the past, how things were, and how they could have been had I not blown it.
Oh Tyler - I know it is hard not to regret what could/should have been. These thoughts can bring your PMA down, so just be careful with them, OK?
What are you planning to do with kids while W is away?
Slowly
True enough. I'm practicing the concepts from Laurie's thought stopping thread on a regular basis. Sometimes I literally say out loud, STOP. Otherwise the regrets build and can become overwhelming.
We have baseball, softball and soccer practices. Friday night we are going to a musical. It's going to be busy but I love it. They are great kids and one of my strongest motivations to make this work. I don't want to miss a moment of their lives that I don't have to.
Slowly
