well.. so far so good. As far as I know at least. The not knowing about the PA is really eating at me. I have a way to find out for sure but am not sure that I really want to know. I did ask her outright if they had PA because with the chance of HIV these days I deserved to know if I need to be tested and that I don't want to die, and that we would work thru all this no matter what but that I at this point need 100% truth from her. She said no reason to be tested because there was no PA. so.... I may not be able to go on with her if I knew for sure that they did have PA. we are scheduled for MC on next Friday and I am looking forward to that very much. Should I go there or leave it alone? I guess at this point I just want to know that she IS being 100% honest with me and not still lying. this sux.... Familyguy
ps. I have made every effort to be sweet and supportive, and am leaving no room for her to criticize me for anything. OM will be in town next week she said for work related issues. I am scared...
