Ford, Fiji, Heywyre, Corri: I do appreciate your advice, support and the good kick in the butt. I need it all.
It is a very confusing time and my emotions are not fully in control. I'm getting there and I do agree that things will get better with or without my wife. They must. And that's going to take making changes in myself.
Having said that, it doesn't make the pain any less.
