Heading home in a bit. W and kids are at church, they will pick me up when they get out. My objective is to make the ride home pleasant. She leaves tomorrow for a 4 day trip to visit some childhood friends. Now until she leaves I want everything to be positive. Hard to do knowing that there will probably be no physical contact. In the past things would be affectionate due to anticapated time apart. Of course things are different now. It just gets to me when I think about the past, how things were, and how they could have been had I not blown it.
