Aud,
Trying to shake some of the cobwebs and throw a couple of words around. Wow...really. Seems strange that we are both at this point feeling anything but what we thought we would. You are right in what you said on my thread in that we are feeling "somewhat" the same thing.

Quote:I appreciate the idea of looking at my sitch as objectively as possible and choosing my attitude, reaction and feelings from there

I agree, I agree...you my fine lady do have a good head on your shoulders and you should trust your judgement no matter where it leads you..I for one hope that destination is where you want to be...because you deserve it! You are really doing well and hope only the best for you....peace