Now Surviving Separation

[Heartbroken]

We talked last night after family dinner and ortho consultation for D12 ($$$ going out for braces). He is dealing with a lot of guilt about me, us, OW and OWex - being part of something that helped to break their family up. H wants the last month to process some of this alone. We did tell the kids he is coming home at the end of May. We drafted the terminate lease letter and need to get that out this week.

I guess this three mos separation help both of us - him to get through some of the sadness and me to not have to see ALL of the depression - though he does share some of it with me. We were both in tears last night and it is so scary how close we came to ending it all. I just could not throw in the towel and it's a good thing considering how his 'fog' has lifted!!

I guess we all determine what our own individual breaking point is...