Thanks I needed to hear that. It really was what I've been thinking all a long.
And I don't think I could just not show up. Someone on another post sugguested that I become "unpredictable" to make her wonder. That really was the only reason I through that out there. But, that's not me.
I think that I have been a man about this and I really don't have any regrets, except that I should have woken up sooner. I've gone to counseling and really have made an effort. And I haven't quit.
I really do plan to be a decent human being, even if we end in divorce.
