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at least you don't get repeat emails for penis enlargement techniques like i do. oh and i love the ones i get about sexy wild co-eds who will do it with eachother for my pleasure.


yes I do!!

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i know i get these because of my h was very into on line porn


my h denies having any interest in porn, hell even his office (landscapers) bathroom is full of sports illustrated and lawn equiptment magazines not a one playboy in sight!

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maybe you could get a boy friend just for going on trips. JUST KIDDING!


in the past (before all this crap with ow and sep and d talk) I did make that remark to h, thing is then it wouldn't be just for trips, would be for sex! (cause he wasn't puttin out!) for companionship (cause he was too damn tired from working all the time).

h always just said...go ahead!! now I wish I had!!

I don't know!!

h's job has been the downfall of this r. maybe I am just not the woman for him, not because we are not compatable, not because we can't have fun together (well when he's awake we can) but because his job demands (or rather he allows it too, he is the owner for christs sake he does not have to personally take on as much as he does, control freak wont let go and let his employees have more responsibility) too much of him and I want more of a man than that he be a provider!!! this is not the 1950's and I aint sittin at home in an apron waiting to bring him the friggen paper so he can put his feet up and smoke a pipe while I finnish up the ironing!!

what to do what to do!!

LL