Thank you for responding. I am trying to concentrate on making improvements on me and my life for me and the kids. It is just so hard being the one left to answer all of the questions and concerns that the kids have.
It is also hard to try and GAL when I am with the kids all the time. I have tried to go out a few times, but I can't seem to enjoy myself. I can't just forget the last 15 years of my life and blow him off like he is blowing me and the kids off.
I just wish that the X could treat me like a human being. He treats complete strangers better than he treats me. This is not the man that I married. He is being so selfish and completely self absorbed.