Hi Aud! I am glad the C session went well. Don't allow yourself to believe that you are responsible for his ceasing to care. If that were the case, then he has given you ample reason not to care for him, and you haven't. He is defending himself, probably because deep down he feels guilty. He knows he has let his family down. How can he not, knowing the beliefs of the church.
The best advice I can give you now, is to be patient, pray everyday for your family and for clarity of thought, detach and don't let his words convince you of untruths. Look at your sitch as objectively as you can. Know that you have little control over his choices, but you have control over your attitude, and reaction, and feelings.
Take care!
Me:57 H:52 M:28 Got another lawyer last year and filed. D35,S/D twins28,D22 EA4/04 End? Who knows? "Life is like a mirror. Smile at it and it smiles back at you." — Peace Pilgrim