I am tired of the snow, tired of h having to be out all hours because of it, tired of my insecurities over ow, is she truly gone?? I did feel like she was gone and now I am not so sure.

I am not enjoying the way I feel in regard to h lately and it is seeping over into other parts of my life.

I just want all of this behind me and I don't know what the final outcome of it all will be.

is h once again talking to ow??

will h once again leave?

if h is still having second thoughts and is going to leave I wish he would just do it!!

LL