LL, sounds like you have been doing alot of soul searching..do what you think would be the most fulfilling to you right now.. and still be able to take care of your kids and home..don't get into overload like I see so many young moms do..work, kids, home..they are so stressed and tired and guess what suffers?? all of the above..do some fun thing for you while you can..theres always time for serious work when the kids are in school..I only worked part time (2 days a week) until my kids were in high school..they are only young once..just getting out around other people will help..something I did not do and now can see that I was too foccused on home and family. Take care Sue