thanks jethro, (all I can think of is jethro tull, any relevance?)

today I called one of the local gyms that have onsite childcare...I have an appointment to meet with one of their trainers next tues night to look over the club and see if I'd like to join.

this afternoon I called the mountain club to see if there is availability for h and I for the end of the week, there is but we'll have to wait til this evening to make the reservation. (the weather ) there were many times while we were dating that we'd be up there for a ski trip and we'd have to come back so he could plow. major bummer but what can ya do.
suppose I could just say to h tonight. look I'd like to go anyway if you have to leave you have to leave but I'd like the getaway for myself. (I already have my friend comming to stay with the kids) good idea? bad idea? I do have a vaca comming to me (h went to superbowl last year and then to miami for a game in sept)

tonight I have an appointment with my c. think I will ask him about any places in the area that I might get a part time job at. I know I could just work anywhere but honestly I don't want to. I would feel much better if I were doing something with some meaning.

LL