LL, take a deep breath..relax..don't let the weather,cabin fever two small kids get the best of you.(Boy that all does sound depressing!!)You have been doing so great..so strong..Your h is home..if he still wanted ow do you think he would be there??? You have to give both of you the chance to heal and mend your hearts, your marriage,your trust, everyting that has been broken...take a day at a time..slowlee.If you really want to get a job..go for it.. Are there any kind of "Moms Day out" programs near you to leave kids a few hours a week? Anything to give you alone time..I remember those days, but would not trade them for anything. Hope tomorrow is a better day for you.. Sue
