are you still thinking and feeling a sick feeling when you think of the A? then the wound isnt' totally healead, you are still not at ease w/the knowldege. Do I think of the A daily? yes I do, but without condenmation. When thoughts arise of why on earth he'd do something like that I also remind myself of the kind of w I was. I know your sitch is different and he denied the A and you guys werent' married long. But I'm just wondering if you are still resentful deep inside.
Has your R w/him changed since you decided to work out? did anything improved? From what I've read, men don't see the A as horrific as women do, he prob has no clue how much it hurt you overall.
Your H screwed up big time, did you , have you forgiven him totally?
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.
