I am slowly making it through your threads. Right now for me it's been just 3 mos since H left. That's right about where I am in reading your sitch. I am having the same frustations you were having at that time.....tired of fighting it. So I am truly at the point of detaching and completely letting go and let God. I hold onto my faith that God will see me through this. And that He will work on both myself and my H individually so we can one day be together again.
I would appreciate it if you would go through my threads and give me some insight as to what you think I've done right and/or wrong so far. Meanwhile, I still have a lot to read up on your's. I think when I stopped reading last night I was up to August.