no it's not chili's (he did take her out to dinner while we were separated but I assume all she was worth was a trip to the 99) , I think because it was a year ago that i found out about her and then after h's leaving and comming back again learned that he had still been seeing her despite the fact that he told me he wasn't I'm kinda iffy. seems different this go around though, he doesn't get angry when I ask. today I said to him that I'm scared, he said he knows he hasn't been around much 'cause of the snow storms but assures me that he is with no one but me.

ow is a customer (i hope not come the spring but guess I have to leave that up to h, he knows my thoughts)
and someone plows the driveway, I just hope that is not on h's route. last thing I need is for her to be bringing him out a cup of coffee, saying oh how are you doing??? bla bla bla.

anyway!!

LL