Preparing for the end game, maybe.

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Thanks UA, I appreciate it. I'm glad that some of the negative vibes I thought I saw weren't so negative. I'm pretty sure I read that you and your H have been 'getting close' or some other expression for ML. (yes, maybe?). I think you probably left out a lot of detail, but that's OK.

yea, that being hopeful without expectations thing. That's tricky.

My sitch leaves you speechless? Uh Oh! I think I've still got a good chance. I think that since she isn't asking for a divorce, and neither am I, there is a chance.

Often before, when I was leaving for work, I'd touch her face, kiss her gently, and say I love you. And I meant it. I love her now. I want to show her I love her (of course, that's just what I'm doing now, by giving her space and not saying I love you). But it hurts not to show my affection.

Well, I'm at work, and people are starting to talk to me, so I guess I should get to it.

Thanks again UA. Your spirit comes through, even through the internet, and brightens my day. Your H is a lucky man.