Funny how it always seems "different" when you are in the midst of it. An outsider just sees two people cheating and the people involved come up with all sorts of justifications and rationalizations for why it happened. Even in the midst of my emotional turmoil I was able to say to myself, boy am I going to pay for this somehow. Hmmm... self-destructive to a point. But when you are in pain, you tend to not give a damn. Let the chips fall where they may. LFL
