Just getting started peicing it back together 2

[jersting]

I am still at the house with family. I think I see now what so many people on this board is going through. It is very hard to stay in a house with an unloving wife that does not have the right mindset to move out or go file or try to make a marriage work. I am just trying to live my life around here and ignore the way she is. I wonder if it would be beter for me to move out and push the D through. I think if I would do that though I would look back at all of this and not have the feeling that I done every thing I could. I want that feeling before I make any atempt to end it on my own. I don't know why I think I need this, I just think I would feel better in the future.