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The weekend went pretty well, after H's mental health day, we had a busy weekend and he was in a good mood for pretty much all of it. He hasn't been sleeping well, but his job has been very stressfull and also he has been exercising a lot and his body is hurting off and on, so I think that all combined to make him in need of a day off. I think it was good that I was gone, I didn't hang in his face and he did what he wanted and I did what I had planned and wanted to do.

My birthday is this week, nervous about that. Lower my expectations right.

Missing the closeness and intimacy and just the general touching and such very much right now. I would like to discuss it with H, but feel like that would be pushing and also I don't want to hear bad news. I need to remember patience and work on me. Focus focus focus

This is hard work