Thank you so much! He continues to blame me, but has not taken complete responsiblity. I had my faults and owned up to them, but I never turned to someone else besides my H for comfort. I know everything is time and I do feel great, I just want it so what he does, will not affect me at all. I can actually say, that I can see a light. I went through the most difficult moments in my life Dec.-March, but I made it through and I know that I can only keep rising. I also don't want to be a part-time mom. I feel that I shouldn't have to, I mean, why should I sacrifice my motherhood, for his decisions? He has the OW and wanted the D.