During our talk, I did apologize as you have suggested.
Yes, I am planning to make these permanent changes. I want to make sure this never happens again. In this relationship or any other relationship I may have in the future.
I have no intensions to get divorced, but a lot of it is out of my control. If we do divorce, I know that my life will continue and I will probably meet someone else, who knows. Any how it's important to learn from this painful lession and "fix" any problems that exist for me.
