I agree testosterone can have other benifits too. I'm calling the doctor.
I'm still running our "talk" through my head. She was very careful with her words. At times I really thought that she was going to say that it does matter and she is going as planned. At others it seemed better. Once I almost thought that she was going to say, let's move back in together. At least we are able to talk better.
She said at one point, "I really appreciate what you have done" then she paused like she was going to say "but...". When she said that she "appreciated what I had done" it really wasn't with a positive / excited tone.
I know that she has been looking at a house to rent, but she hasn't said that she's renting it. But, I know she had an appointment on Saturday before we talked which she didn't say anything about. She's been telling me all of what's going on at work & outside of work with a fair amount of detail. I'm not pushing for details -- not asking who she's with or what they're doing. It's killing me, but I know better than to ask.
Hopefully I'm reading too much into this. Someone on these forums once told me not to believe what she said and only half of what she does. (or something like that.) So, going on actions alone -- she hasn't seen an attorney and filed, and doesn't appear to be packing.
