Trying to piece at last

[hurtingbad]

Just journalling

Me and H seem to be getting on brilliant. Having a few problems with older D which seems strange that since H is back on scene she is acting up again. Will have to sort that one out dont want her to feel pushed away.

Had a good couple of days together and it all seems fine. I still have that niggling thought at the back of my mind you know them what ifs.

Like what if

1 Nothing changes in his feelings and I'm back to square one?
2 What if the oldest daughter doesnt want him to come home and that is why she is playing up.
3 What if things do change but he doesnt say cos he is enjoying life as it is.

wish things would just go away and i coukd stop thinking cos i think i would be fine if I wasnt thinking too much lol

Hugs HB