wow, so much to say and so little time. First, could you just STOP talking about the herpes and the outbreak or no outbreak, symptoms, risks, etc with your H NOW???
You said it once. He heard you. You did not guarantee that you had not passed it on, and he KNOWS THIS. You might have given it to him, or not. And although it is not a pleasant thought, so what if you did? He's YOUR H and he KNEW when he married you that you had it. As for OW, all I can say is that is NOT YOUR problem. Do you want to buy your H some condoms so when they ML you can feel better that you have not done anything bad? I mean, why on earth are YOU taking any responsibility for this? It's just odd. When you say you "hope" you'll have the self respect someday to .....say no, or whatever, I just get stumped by how you can write those words and not have them sink in. Anyhow, I have not finished reading your posts but wanted to say something before I put d9 to bed in case I can't read until Monday. j-
M: 57 H: 60 M: 35 yrs S30,D28,D19 H off to Alaska 2006 Recon 7/07- 8/08 *2016* X = "ALASKA 2.0" GROUND HOG DAY I File D 10/16 OW DIV 2/26/2018 X marries OW 5/2016
