Help, husband is lying

[Becca2558]

Just need to vent"
H is such an inconsiderate a**hole. I spent last night at my parents to give him some alone time. When i came home today he was aready gone (no big surprise). he went out on his boat again. He came home later to cut the grass. then left again to bring people out on his boat. he asked me before he left to take out food because he was going to come back in a few hours and make dinner for all of us. Well, that was 4.5 hours ago, way past dinner time. Doesn't even have the decentcy to call and tell me he isn't going to make dinner anymore, so I can get the kids something without waiting for him. I am so tired of all of his lies. He may mean it at the time but his actions speak so much louder than his words.

H claimed last week he was going to start spending more time with the kids too. (I'll believe that when I see it). It lasted two days. It is so unfair that he gets to go do whatever he wants whenever he wants and I am stuck here with the kids. He needs to grew the hell up and realize he is screwing up his life.

I am so tired of hearing the kids cry that they want daddy to come home and play with them. I am so glad they are still young enough that they don't realize what he is doing. Most of the time I just tell them that he is still at work.

I just needed to vent so I won't blow up at him when he finally does come home tonight. I have made alot of progress with him and I don't want to screw it up. Wish I could just hit him over the head with a 2 x 4 and knock some sense into him.