Can't keep up with everything, thinks that having fun and being happy will make his failures that much more glaring, and thus makes himself and everyone around him miserable.
I can relate CE.
For me it was doing all the work before I could have any fun. Some work left undone took away from the fun/pleasure.
I will say I put myself last, BB next to last, and too many other people's things at the head of the line.
If I didn't they went somewhere else.
I just visited with a business planner. He said I was providing services and products to my customers at too low of a price and that was one of the main reason I needed to work the extra hours.
Now to raise prices w/o feeling like I am over charging. A life long problem.