I'd like to say that it was good, but I'm really not sure. We talked for about an hour. (I can beat a dead horse, so I tried to keep it short.) I think that she may want to give it another try. She said that "she would be taking a big chance" if we did.
I did tell her that I'd been to the doctor and that he would write me a perscription for testosterone. Mine is on the low end of the scale. My emotions have been so crazy, that for the time being I'm not going to take it. Besides, it would probably "frustrate" me more if my testosterone levels went up!
I told her I didn't expect her to answer me right then and to think about it.
She's staying in "our" house now after first moving out. I'm staying at my parent's while they are out of town.
When I went upstairs to get something, before I left, it didn't appear that she was packing. Also, during our talk she didn't say anything about renting another house again.
Also, she hasn't seen an attorney.
I think these are all good signs, however, I still have to be careful not to get to confident and hopeful.
We can always get a divorce. We know what the outcome will be if we divorce, however, we'll never know what could have happened if we had stayed together.
I took the afternoon off yesterday. Didn't work, didn't read & post to forums. Just watched some TV and slept. I really feel much better today. I went to church this morning and now I'm going to do some work to try to get caught up.
