AmyC, fun in what way? Any thoughts on those e-mails?
RMG
We come from different sides of the road and I don't know about you but my little stroll down memory lane today sucked.
That post was meant sarcastically.
I had been on a personal mission by resurrecting my past today. I wanted to help my brother-in-law. Wanted to remember the place I was...as if I could forget... My sister is there now.
Little pockets of us here get wrapped up in each other's lives and we form friendships and genuinely care about each other and that makes it hard sometimes to say things that may need to be said, to stear them on a course of 180's, make them understand symptoms and look honestly at themselves...etc, freakin etc...UGH!
But try it with someone you know and love that's standing in your face looking for answers and it becomes a whole new ballgame. It is emotionally unbearable.
Hope your old emails didn't hurt too much or raise up all the anger again.
I'll try to read them closer later.
For the time being, I have had my fill women in crisis.
Peace,
AmyC
Amy,
The old e-mails which were from around the Thanksgiving time frame have stirred up a lot of feelings. It essentially makes me look at her for who she became. She became someone who would turn her back on someone she claimed to love. She claimed to love me more than I loved her.... She also stabbed in the back before she walked away. The aspect I came to grips with is the woman I once loved is dead and gone.
I would still like to get your feedback on them when you get a chance to read them closer.
Take Care,
Rich
"The bad things in life open your eyes to the good things you weren't paying attention to before." from "Good Will Hunting"
