Today he is feeling particularly depressed...he was talking to me the other day about moving to Hawaii...I told him I am not moving until "I count the cost"....I want him to have a job here and when we have the money saved to safely make that move I want him and I both to have jobs waiting for us there...no suprises...I also need to research a few things...make more visits at different times of the year....he says he saw enough to know he wanted to be there all his days...I said, I think I did but have much more to consider...like my aging parents who are here...my older sister who has her mental problems (controled for now) and her ailing husband...it would be a lot for me to move and then if a real big need came up I would have to return to take care of them...so I need time...more like a few years...I have always lived in the same town my whole life...45 years...moving from all I know...even to such a paradise...will be hard...but I am willing to consider and plan for that...keep it as a goal...
