Hi, I'm not so sure about that Jazz...
At one point my DH said he felt like he was on a runaway train destroying things he did not want to destroy and did not know how to stop himself. He still says he is very confused and does things he cannot explain.
Sometimes I feel like he is walking in a forrest with thick fog and occassionally sees a clear spot. but for the rest of the time he goes by the minute.

EM. I'm sorry things turned out the way they did. I am happy for your kids that she is turning around. In a way I am happy for you too. If at any point you doubted her love for you during this trying time here's proof it wasn't all a lie. It's just a shame that she's too late. Good luck EM