Thanks for all your advice Tyler I really appreciate it as I'm feeling really lost and hurt (again!).
Hope you enjoy the wedding.
Unfortunately I can't get out the house - I'm in UK so its nearly midnight and I have a 2 year old asleep.
Thanks again
I did enjoy the wedding, thanks.
You know, some of the best "comfort" moments for me are lying with one of my kids while they fall asleep or are sleeping. Its so peaceful and for a few seconds everything seems right. Sort of a Desirada moment in real time.