EvolvingMe, I am glad you came back to post an update. You went through the ringer and you've come out the other side. Yes, you have scars, but those scars will fade to some degree as you move forward w/your life. I'm very happy to see that you are there for your little ones. Always let them know that you are their lighthouse in the storm for they will need a stable parent in their lives.
I understand completely why you feel the way you do. I was once there myself. Sometimes the destruction that the mlcer does is far too much for us to handle. I wish you all of the best and do continue to post and let us know how you and your little ones are doing.
