New Thread ....Possibilities????

[Bislandgal]

Today is a really bad day . I am having a major melt down.I feel as if I am caught in a landslide,with everything collapsing around me, and I am powersless to stop it.

Last year was very difficult with some major family tragedies happening. I was very worried for my daughter , and still am to some extent, although she is doing better. There hasve been some emotional issues with my son which seem to take him further down into a tunnel where no-one can reach him .Then my S walked away. At first I was , as expected, bereft and sad and distraught. But I am a 'survivor' and I got stronger and have been managing to cope.

But this week it has all come crashing down on me. My WAS had got closer but has retreated again and my financial future looks very shaky right now. At this stage of my life it is hard to face the fact that I will have to start over job wise and and at the same time it is likely I will have to re-locate to another country.

And I just not up to facing the world today . All I can do is cry.
Not much love and light being seen here today I am afraid .
Bislandgal

There are too many issues to deal with right now and it is all too overwhelming today. I have not been able to find a solution to any of the problems I am dealing with right now. It looks very