I went out to see a friend's band play and had the wrong night! So here I am, home early, sitting on my can wondering if I can expect to see her home at all tonight (Or rather, this morning.).
I couldn't hit the local hangouts, since my "Friend" usually hits one or all of them on a regular basis.
I might be inclined to trouble if I see him out.
Don't need that.
The wife was pleasant this afternoon after our throw-down. I don't know if it was to keep peace, or that getting some stuff off her chest had a cathartic effect.
Either way, the ring discovery was still a pleasant surprise, and I'll take it as a good sign for the sake of allowing myself to feel better. Anything I can get.
This loneliness right now is nearly unbearable. I couldn't even GAL tonight when I tried! Geez...
I almost went to the place where she is right now, but resisted the urge. I wanted to see the band there as well, but I don't want to be imposing or give the appearance that I am checking up.
Gotta let go, right?
I did get in a decent, albeit short motorcycle ride in the process, though. It was cold, but a so-so time on the bike is better than a good night on the couch anytime.
Argue your limitations and sure enough, they are yours. - Richard Bach
