Hey stubborn. Sorry for your pain, sweetie. Damn. That sucks. I am glad you had a cry and I hope you feel better. Wow, I can't believe you let S talk to you like that. Woman, you don't have to put up w/ that. You can set boundaries that that isn't ok. You don't deserve to be treated like that. Hell, you don't deserve any of what you are getting. I wish I had a magic wand and could pull your Ss head out of her a$$. I bet I could take her... want me to come and talk some sense into her?? It just is a sucky sitch. You need to have someone to talk to. I know you say you can't talk to your friends, cause they won't understand... and if you can't get on the boards for various reasons, what do you do?? Here, email me if you need to and I can send you my ph # or you can email me anytime you need to. I am so sorry you are still going thru this stubborn. (((((stubborn))))