Still Pushing That @#$%ed Rock!

[hannahsmom]

I know I am somewhat new here and this may sound so naive - but everytime I read a new thread from someone who I havent read before I am astonished how many quotes are coming from their spouses in MLC all are alike - including my H's
It is amazing to me - like they all got a dose of the same kool - aid

Then as I read I see a familiar, reasonable, and so full of good advice post from Lisset and and Grace and I say
Thank God for this board

Moon Dog - hang in there. My H is home and I have a very bad habit of trying to interpret everything he says and does - it just drives me more nuts and at times it causes me to really lose it

He actually told me last week that he doesnt like when I act 'all happy' because he thinks I'm trying to convince him to stay and I'm putting on an act - then 2 mins later he said he cant stand it when I'm upset that he feels that its putting pressure on him
my response - what the hell do you want me to do ? I dont know how to behave when someone rips a whole in my world? and with that - I decided that trying to reason with a crazy person is making me crazy - even when its for a 5 min conversation - sooooo
I to back to acting as if - "how was your day' , did you see the score of the ball game?, look at the dog - isnt she cute ? etc etc
we are finally having good weather this weekend - made plans with my D tomorrow - thoughth about asking H to do something together - decided not to - I'll detach a bit - make more plans on Sunday with my sister or some friends - maybe watch the yankess sox game !
and will be in wait and see mode