Hang in there BeingMe. I know that you have given it quite a lot. Perhaps it's time to take some time away, by yourself, and get your thoughts together. Maybe some time away will give you some time to think where and when you will move next and what it will be. I would say make it a matter of P & F, first to get yourself to a right state of mind and then to guide you in your decision. Perhaps you and AUD31 should find a midway point and have a "girls summit". However this could be a time where you need to be alone to figure this out.
Sorry Aud31, I'm not up to speed on your sitch, if I get a chance I'll follow up with you later. If I have some good input I'll send it along. It amazes me how we get a good look at how our HF must get tired of waiting for us to turn it around, like we do for our H or W. IT'S ALL JUST A TEST!
