Thank you for your input, Fiji! Insight from others is always a blessing! Sometimes things aren't so clear when you on are on the inside.

I guess the only other thing that has come to light in the midst of my "musings" last night was about H's neediness/lonliness in deployments -- I guess that's one of the reasons he has had A's during past deployments and I guess I'm just praying that I have loved him enough and showed him how much I love him and our M means to me despite past shortcomings on my part, will allow him to make the right choices in that area during this next deployment.

Not going to dwell on that though \:\)

Last edited by Cadesmom34; 04/20/07 07:14 PM.
Me: 38
H: 35
S4, S5, S10
Bomb 01/07
Wanted D - nothing would change his mind
Numerous A's prior to D bomb; EA prior/during D bomb
Piecing 04/07
Deployed for a year 05/07
Still Piecing 2010
M 11 yrs 05/10