Could Use Some Input Over here

[RedHeadWife]

I'm making sure I'm just keeping a positive and supportive attitude for H. Last night, I put on a sexy little number and he pretty much ended up holding me for a little bit & then rolling over & going to sleep. Needless to say, I was a bit upset by this, but realize that he is getting very stressed about leaving. I realized that I keep thinking about what's it's going to be like for me & the boys while he's gone and, for me, I think of him as being able to go off & do something new & different and see new places, etc., but in actuality, he is quite a "home body" and I think along w/ his regular depression, he's allowing himself to get down b/c to him, he is maybe thinking that he has to go by himself and will be alone and lonely, etc. I'm beginning to realize more & more how "needy" he is and that he needs a lot more "taking care of" than maybe I myself need or that I had been giving him before.

So, I'm not allowing myself to "think" too much b/c we all know that leads to nothing but negativity sometimes. I went ahead & initiated this a.m. and all was well. When I left for work, he seemed very happy and loving. (Plus his family is all coming this weekend for a going away for him and that stresses him out A LOT!!) I think I need to get a bottle