Feeling angry today, not sure what brought this on. I am replaying some of the stuff he said in the middle of the crisis, stuff that really hurt. I don't know why I am so focued on that right now. I guess I am not feeling very much PMA these days. Very unhappy with my physical condition. I don't seem to be able to kick myself in the pants and work on that either.
I am also very upset by the recent tragedy, this stuff effects me deeply and I think I have bit more depression as a result of this latest episode. I have done better the last 2 days not watching tv or reading the paper so that helps.
Not sure what to do at the moment.
Me 41 H 42 DD 11 DS 8 M 18 bomb 8/3/06 separating 9/18/08
