I have learned that you just have to put it all out there, whether you're comfortable w/ it all or not. Maybe I was just willing to do anything to save my M, but ended up liking it!!!??? I used to have HUGE issues w/ being self-conscious, my self esteem, probably doing certain 'things' would be considered 'dirty' and that would make me 'dirty,' but I have actually gotten past all of that now and it is so very worth it. The best part is not only have I gotten past all the hang-ups, but I actually enjoy it and enjoy ML now and enjoy pleasuring my H and getting pleasure in return.
It's so worth it!!
Me: 38 H: 35 S4, S5, S10 Bomb 01/07 Wanted D - nothing would change his mind Numerous A's prior to D bomb; EA prior/during D bomb Piecing 04/07 Deployed for a year 05/07 Still Piecing 2010 M 11 yrs 05/10
