I am sorry to all those who have spent there time giving me their support and advise in an attempt to help me save my M. I have finally given up. I am no longer willing to play my W's games. I know longer have the patience to indure her mixed signals, change in moods, self centeredness or any of the other hourly changes that I have gone through for the last year. Short of a miracle and an abrupt change in her decision, she has won. I will do what I can to protect and love my children, but I am not going to put them through another year of her hell. I only hope the actually D process will be quick. I have a feeling I will end up w/ a lot less than I would normally fight for, but I don't have the will to do fight it any more. Again, thank you to all of you that have offered your support, help and good wishes. The best of luck to those who still have the strength and will to fight for what they hold dearest.
