I want to add. That I think my behavior of accusing him about that girl is bad. My SIL told me that when she talks to him about a female friend from the past, he does not want to know anything about it. He cuts her off and will not let her tell him anything females he once knew, even if they were just friends. All along I was thinking he did not care, but I am getting more and more messages that he cares a lot that I trust him. I never got over the A before we were married like I should have so this is where I am at today. I need to change before he gives up all together.
