Hey 25yrs! Hope you are doing well! I think the tears, as I wasn't hysterical (and not that I was doing anything for show or anything) just allowed him to see how very much this has all hurt me and still is. Yeah, I guess I'm going to have to learn to talk dirty on the phone or something \:\)

Thanks, NOP, it was hard, but I'm glad I did it. I already feel so much more comfortable w/ him -- I guess I was more like walking on broken glass than egg shells & didn't even know it.

Me: 38
H: 35
S4, S5, S10
Bomb 01/07
Wanted D - nothing would change his mind
Numerous A's prior to D bomb; EA prior/during D bomb
Piecing 04/07
Deployed for a year 05/07
Still Piecing 2010
M 11 yrs 05/10