Is it possible that he might have just said it was her to get you off his back?
No. I asked him to see his phone, and he wouldn't let me. If it was a friend or business associate, parent, etc, he would have just told me that. I have no doubt that it was her. And it's okay that it was; it just makes me angry that he continues the lies.
I am going to work on channeling my energy towards getting caught up on the business stuff. I'm still having a hard time concentrating at home, but it's better than it was at the office for the most part. I think it will just take some time and patience to get adjusted to the transition.
I didn't talk to H at all yesterday. He called this morning. I let it go to voicemail. He just asked a few questions and told me I could call and leave him a message about the questions. I started to record a message to just send to his phone but then decided to just call him instead. He answered his phone, and we went through some business stuff. We talked for about 10 minutes and then got off the phone. No R/M stuff, nothing about our blowout. We have a real estate meeting tonight (a big group meeting, not just the two of us). I told him I had forwarded him via e-mail the reminder message about the meeting tonight. He said he is planning on going. He's going to bring me my mail from the office. So, we'll see how that goes tonight. Just even talking to him on the phone gave me anxiety pangs again. It's just so hard. I guess it is for the better that I have distanced myself from him from that perspective. I just pray that he will miss me...
