ok....i've posted here before but i'm sure the thread is long gone now....
i had an A that lasted 3.5 years and ended in Aug. 06 (never found out). no contact since then but i've carried a torch for her the entire time (and put my M in turmoil because of it). i'm M she wasn't...she was when the A started for about the first year. i can't get over her...now i find out today that she's getting married in June....less than 10 months after we ended it.
i'm devastated. we left it that we couldn't continue because of the repercussions of being found out but if we ended up together later.... how could she now be in a relationship that serious? it's unbelievable..... i've never loved like this before and never will again.....
was i being lied to? did she not feel for me that way she said? you're looking at the biggest fool in the world..... i would have given up everything for her and now i'm left with nothing.... anyone else have this happen?
