Suddenly, a small ray of hope

[built4speed]

Yeah, I've been a bit dark. This just goes so slowly. Still in the house, still working through the negotiations. It looks like it will all work out in the end. The D is definitely going to happen. Kids are hanging in there, probably not understanding what it will be like after the D.

W is mostly nice, but sometimes gets really jumpy that I leave ASAP. Not going to happen. Every time I start thinking I am comfortable enough to leave prior to the deal being done she goes off and makes me realize she's too unstable for me to go without the deal being inked. A few weeks ago we tried to work out the deal without the attys, and I thought we were close to settling the estate split. It was a 50-50 split with her keeping the house and paying me my equity in cash and stock we have. then she looked at some numbers on her attys website and announced, "You've just lost the house", meaning she thinks we split the cash and stock, but she keeps my house equity. Oh, really?

So, I just can't leave until it is finished. If I leave and then she pulls one of these stunts, I'll just get screwed by her. So, here I sit.

I figure two more attys meeting until we can write something up. But then again, I've thought that for a while now.