You really need to get this out in the open with your husband.
All the best, -NOPkins-
I did read your post...but I am not sure. It seems I am more like Cadesmom...openguy had a right to be upset that the W was putting on a show for the friends. ALthough now that I type, I realize whenever we go out with other couples, we are a happy couple so to speak. I don't flaunt our sex life though like openguy's wife. I guess....I always described my emptiness as feeling dead inside. And I would cry at night in bed some times feeling like this was not a future that I had hoped. I don't know how to talk to my husband about this...how do you tell someone that you don't want to kiss him? It is hard enough that he feels undesirable. I can't even explain why to him.
I find myself attracted to other men and that worries me too. I am not one to have an affair.....so why I am feeling attraction towards other men rather than my husband?
